Recently I have had this running fantasy in my head. it pops in and out throughout the day for the last few days.
Very recently I have discovered that I absolutely LOVE caning. It doesn’t take very long for me to start feeling like my body is literally melting into the surface below and my breathing deepens. Sir and I have only just begun to explore my love of caning – he is VERY good at it, and at making it good for me. So we haven’t had a super long caning scene yet, but it is on the menu for very soon (yay!).
So that brings me to my fantasy. I have the fantasy of being at a play party (with Sir of course) and he begins the caning scene with me. He canes me for a good long while to get me to that mushy happy melty place and then, once I am in that “I really could care less about what’s going on around me just don’t stop what you are doing” place other people begin to take their turns at caning me. One after another. I imagine this going on for a long time until I am essentially on another planet after which Sir brings me back down to earth (it’s a necessary part of this for me that he doesn’t leave me at any point, always the careful observer).
I seriously cannot stop thinking about this.
I think it partly stems from the fact that I have a couple play parties coming up and while I am nervous as I have never been to one (and am not currently planning on playing, just observing and getting to know people) I can’t help but feeling like it would be so amazing to live out a fantasy like that.
Caning is one of those polarizing elements of BDSM I find, people either tend to love it or absolutely hate it. I was terrified at the very thought before I had actually tried it. Now it is one of the few things that I could never ever give up.
So there you have it – perhaps something I should add to my bucket list?