Wow. I am really terrible at this regular blogging thing.
To be fair, I haven’t had much in the way of D/s to write about and that, for me, is the main purpose of this blog. The rest of my life, while happy and lovely, is not exciting writing material generally lol
Due to unforeseen circumstances on my end my most recent date with Sir was cancelled 😦 But it was a family issue and family always has to come first. Doesn’t mean it doesn’t suck big time though! It has now been almost 3 weeks since I have seen Sir and it will be at least another 3.5 weeks until I can see him next. 6 weeks in total. Seriously how in the hell am I going to last!? LOL I am already super edgy, unsettled. I just feel….off, when I can’t get my submission on. LOL. I think we have well established on this blog that patience is NOT my virtue. Good thing I have other virtues 😉 haha
I have considered asking Sir if he would be willing to give me some tasks for this time between so that I can have something to sink my subbie teeth into, so to speak. But I don’t know that that is where our dynamic is yet. I am hoping that kind of thing can be incorporated in the future but I don’t think we are there yet. At any rate I haven’t had the guts to ask so I haven’t.
So it looks like a certain sub is going to have to just be patient. Some how.
I will be throwing myself into my fitness during this time, who knows maybe I can use this pent up energy to make some gains (or losses haha) in that area in the meantime and look extra sexy for when we reunite! haha
What about you my lovely blogging friends? How do you deal with pent up submissive/dominant/sexual energy when relief isn’t in sight for a long time? Maybe I’ll get some ideas 🙂